Feeling a Bit Better

Although money doesn't buy happiness, it CAN occasionally relieve depression a bit.
Today I was still feeling a bit down.  I slept until 10:something, when I was awakened by my grocery delivery guy.  After I got my stuff in the door, I at first laid down to go back to sleep.  When I noticed that it was in fact after 11:30, I got up and went to my favorite coffee shop for lunch.
From there, I forced myself into the barber shop just down the street from the coffee shop.  It was the first time in my adult life that I've gone to a barber shop to get my hairs cut.  But a) it was convenient and I didn't need an appointment, and b) it was $25 compared to the $55 the nearest stylist (who seems to be open for a grand total of 7 hours a week) charges.  Since I'm living on a lower income here than in the states, I have to make my money go farther.  And the guy did a good job.
From there, I came back to my apartment, and went back to bed, and napped for a couple of hours.
When I woke up, I decided I needed to get out and do something.  But where to go?  Walk down to the CityLink bus, and head downtown?  Ride the scooter to Ponsonby Rd, and then to the hardware store for some drain cleaner?  (did I mention what an exciting life I lead?)  I finally decided to head to the Target Furniture Hypermart.  I don't think they are affiliated with the Target stores in the States, but their logo and branding are sure similar.  I have been wanting to get a chair and a night stand for my little studio apartment.  And I found each.  And they deliver.  So sometime Wednesday, my little studio is going to start feeling a bit less like a motel room and more like my home.
From there, I decided to do a bit more retail therapy, and headed to the Westfield Mall in St. Lukes.  I bought a couple of t-shirts, and just sauntered around for a bit.
I am frequently reminded that when I get out of my little space, I feel better.  Why don't I remember that all the time?  I wish there was a place that I occasionally could just go to with my laptop and hang out for a few hours, and not feel odd doing it.  I could probably do that at my coffee shop.  i just haven't yet.
Last night, I was actually feeling so blue, that I was thinking maybe I should just get ready to head back.  But today, at Westfield, I found myself looking at all sorts of stuff that I would want to equip my next home, when I am in more than a studio.  So for now, I still want to be here.

Blecch

Another Friday night in Auckland.  By myself.
For some reason, it's really getting to me tonight. I'm lonely.  I don't feel like I'm making any friends.  Not that I'm actually putting myself out anywhere.  I remember when I first moved to Columbus, I think it was something like 6 months before I actually started to make friends.  So why am I starting to freak out after being here 2 months.  2 months and 2 weeks actually.
I'm feeling tired too.
And the days are getting shorter.
Blah blah blah.
I guess I should accept an occasional down day in the midst of all the up days.
And tomorrow, after a night's sleep, I fully expect that my mood will have improved, and I'll back in-it-to-win-it.
And besides, it's not like the US feels like a place I want to be any more.  What just happened in Indiana can happen in any state, including Ohio.

Almost 4 Weeks

Tomorrow will mark 4 weeks since I arrived in New Zealand.  I know I haven’t blogged much lately, and I’m not sure why.  But here it is Saturday night, and I’m home watching TV and now writing a bit.

Today was great.  I went to the Auckland Art Gallery for the exhibit called “Light Show.”  I’ve been wanting to go, and it ends tomorrow, so I made it down today.  I absolutely loved it.  I won’t try to explain it using arty terms, but it was multiple installations using light as a sculptural and/or structural medium.  There were a couple of pieces that I thought were silly that could have been conceived and executed by anyone (the nominal three were long florescent tubes – one, then 2, then 3, mounted vertically - and that was it).  But most of them were so creative.  One of them formed what looked from the front to be a three dimensional sculpture created with light and fog.  Another used strobe light to stop-action water, so that the droplets appeared frozen.  I was so enthralled by most of the pieces.

After that, I had a coffee and cookie, then went to the Warehouse store to buy more kitchen stuff, then came home, took a nap, cooked dinner, and now watching TV.

Earlier this week – I got my scooter!  Yay!  I really, really, love riding my scooter.  I took a nice ride to Mission Bay, which is east of downtown Auckland, and then further to Achille’s Point.  Beautiful views.  As I was preparing to leave Achille’s Point, I saw some people who had just discovered that their car window had been broken out.  So, crime does happen here too, unfortunately.  (No, I did not expect that crime was non-existent here, but it is a smack in the head to see it).

I completed my third week of work.  Still going well, learning more every day about the software I have to maintain.  It’s a huge code base, so I have to keep reminding myself to not expect that I will know it all anytime soon.  The best I can do is just dive in and keep trying.

Tomorrow is Sunday.  The bike store close to my apartment is having a sale, so I’m going to try to go there and look at getting a bike.  Their sign says “50% off entire store!”  Yeah, we’ll see.

And still don’t have internet in my apartment.  But at least the installation contractor called me on Wednesday.  I guess I’ll need to make some calls on Monday to see what’s up.

Little Things

I mentioned in an earlier post that I planned on celebrating the little accomplishments.  I’ve neglected to do that the last few days.  So, in no certain order, are some little things I choose to celebrate.

• I took the bus downtown again today, and went to the Countdown grocery store, and got a few non-food items I’ve been needing.  Then I took the bus back home, carrying my 2 bags with me. 
•  Discovered I could take a bus directly from near my apartment to right outside a really nice mall.  I was able to get more stuff for the apartment there, and transport it back home via bus. 
• Thanks to the weekend purchases, I am no longer living out of my suitcase. 
• And even though this isn’t really an accomplishment of mine, I celebrate the fact that if I want milk or other small groceries, there are 2 small stores just a 5 minute walk away.

Not everything went according to plan.  For one, I STILL don’t have TV.  But I have no doubt that will be a little accomplishment to celebrate later on.

My Weekend

I’ve had a pretty nice weekend.  It started out Friday afternoon with the end-of-week drinks at the office.  After that, I dropped my stuff off at my apartment and took the City Link bus (which is free for holders of the Auckland Transit HOP card) downtown to get an HDMI cable for the TV in my apartment.  I’ve been without TV since I’ve been here, and keep wanting to get it working.  Our building (I’m told) automatically has FreeTV in each unit, and all I needed was a cable.  Well the HDMI cable didn’t do anything, so next try is a standard coax cable to THAT wall connection.

Saturday was the best day.  After a failed attempt at getting a City Hop car (this will be discussed in a separate post),  I again took the City Link bus downtown to the Auckland Anniversary Day festival.  It is the 175^th anniversary of the city.  There was lots of stuff to do and see.  I took a self guided tour of the NZ warship Otago, watched the hipster white boy music duo perform, including a couple of Michael Jackson songs, went through “Shed 10” where they had a few displays, short films, and oral Maori history performances.  And had a hot dog – what we Yanks would call a corn dog.  Regardless of the name, it was still tasty.  I walked down to the end of the pier to see the beautiful bay water with the sunlight sparkling on it.

After leaving there, I hit the downtown Warehouse discount store.  Still working on getting the apartment set up.  Picked up several things – cooking utensils, laundry detergent, trash cans.  I can only do small loads each trip.  I’m currently getting around via bus and train and foot, so I have to be a little conservative with whatever I’m lugging around.

Today, I slept in til after 11:30.  I had a pretty bad case of insomnia last night, which lasted until I took a benedryl around 4:00 am.  This afternoon, I went to the local bike shop to start looking at and pricing bikes.  Biking will be yet one more way of getting around.  Plus it will be a good way of shedding some of these ugly unwanted pounds.  I expect when I start I’ll be doing a lot of walking the bike uphill in order to ride it on relatively flat areas and downhill.  But eventually I’ll be able to build up to riding up most of the streets around here.  Did I mention that the entire area is basically extinct volcanoes?  After the bike shop, I caught a different bus to the Westfield St. Lukes mall.  Yay – a bus that goes directly from right outside my apartment to right outside a mall.  And that mall has a Kmart, a Farmers department store, a Countdown grocery store, a food court, a movie theatre, and lots of specialty shops.  At the Kmart and Farmers I got, you guessed it, MORE stuff for the apartment.  But the list is getting shorter.  Oh – I got a coax cable at Kmart.  But the type of cable it is fit great on the TV port but not the wall port.  The wall port requires the screw on kind, and the cable I have is the slip on kind.  So I still need to get an adapter – or ANOTHER cable.  I WILL have TV!

From there, I took a different bus to the Target Furniture Hypermarket to browse a bit.  I definitely need a desk chair, but I’m also considering getting a two-seater sofa and a night stand, if I can find things that will fit in the space I have (the bed frame is affixed to the wall, so there’s no moving it). 

I got home, and after a quick nap, reheated leftovers from some take-away I had for dinner a couple of nights ago.  And then took a long walk.  I probably walked between 45 minutes and an hour.  I want to keep doing that, at least 3 or 4 times a week.

Now tonight, I’m just sitting in my apartment, waiting for the fireworks that will be fired from the Sky Tower, of which I have a direct view from my balcony.  And tomorrow is a holiday!